Why does it seem like I’m more alive when I’m dying to be around you,
and feel like I’m drowning every time you ask to come through,
I mean I know what I want,
But I’m also confused too,
trying to talk to you from a distance,
but we’re too close to realize the problems in the distance,
for instance,
things that I disregarded,
is what turned you into my dearly departed,
there’s no loss of life but a lost soul,
and you were integral in making my heart cold,
I tried I mean I really tried,
but all you saw was yourself and how the feelings already died,
you fell into temptations or did I push you there,
the real question is do you really care, or should I even care