Beginner Thoughts

The things I feel don’t match the things that I say/ 

my words are empty and held back to make you happy/ 

my life is now bland and I can’t understand how you could hurt me in this way/ 

I just can’t, just can’t keep fighting for you but you’re the only reason why I still stay/

My tears come in the forms of headaches/ 

my mental dwells on the good times and pleasant dates/ 

just so you know I’m here, always here/ 

moving on just isn’t an option but moving forward is what I want no matter what it takes/

How I feel is what’s real/ 

things that can’t be changed or predicted aren’t a big deal/ 

we come together to overcome under God with the matrimonial seal/ 

the question is what’s really important and how does it make you feel….