Too worried about the war waging in my head,
to be focused on wiping away the tears that I’ve shed,
maybe it’s the thought of being replaced by someone worse while being convinced that they’re better,
and then when you leave without saying a word and act like we were never together,
but I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to find happiness,
especially when I feel like I’m so low maintenance,
and the way life has a hold of me,
it’s left me with no patience