Ah, the pain of losing someone you love,
struggling with waking up knowing you can never get another hug,
constantly stressing about if they’re missing you or you’re the only one,
like why do I feel this way,
maybe because they were like my drug,
it’s too many times losing sleep with them on my mind,
and I find myself cussing out the sun because all it does is shine,
I wanna close my eyes and travel back in time,
and go back to when everything was all fine,
and when you were all mine, and I was all yours,
Things I took for granted,
Things I never knew I wanted until I had it,
It really did feel like love at first sight,
Struggling to sleep after we had our first fight,
Again am I the only one,
Do you struggle with what we had,
Or was it no issue for you to move on,
Maybe I was just happy at that time,
Maybe I didn’t know how to be happy before then,
But I question if I was really happier than I currently am,
I feel peace in these memories,
Enjoyed that I had these experiences,
A tale of growing and moving forward,
Two different sides of a coin,
Past and present intertwined because of the thought of you,
I wish you the best,
Because this is the last I see myself speaking on this,
Just so I can finally get some rest