Mind plays games

I’m constantly behind but 

I’m in the lead running laps 

around people at a constant speed 

and I refuse to fall 

depicting the illusions on the wall 

staring at the pictures in my room 

reaching for the riches on the moon 

I pick up the pieces to My Broken Heart 

I pick up the pieces and build Noah’s Ark 

looking at you looking at me 

I wasn’t what you thought last night 

there was a shadow of a person who died recently 

and I didn’t hear a sound 

but they spoke frequently 

I feel like it was a poem for their mother 

with fear of the yelling from the other room as they hid under the cover